While there has been a lot of turmoil recently (pandemic, economic, racial, and political), we also had a little medical scare when my doctor found a large thyroid nodule in my neck. While many people have nodules, due to a family history of thyroid cancer, we were especially concerned. In the end -- after loads of tests and scans -- it is not cancerous and no surgery is necessary until I feel so uncomfortable that I want it to happen. While it creates a new dilemma – what is my threshold for discomfort? – it also allows me to wait until COVID numbers go down/away. I’ll work with the endocrinologist to manage all the other symptoms in the meantime.
As a friend said recently, the major lesson of 2020 is that everyone's threshold for discomfort is a lot higher than we would have guessed. I'm grateful for the great medical care I received, for Kate and Neal's translation of all of that medical information, and for a stable and supportive remote work environment. Most of all, I'm grateful for all of Joshua's hugs. It is sappy to say, but they always make me feel okay.
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